Wednesday, September 17, 2008
♥ Luving you.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY YULUN ; HAPPYPILL / GAN DARLING ! ♥I hope you'll enjoy yer day although i knw you cnt go out -.- But whatever happens , i'll still love you no matter whats .whatever i said , i mean it okay ! [: ( you knw what i mean )School was fine . i guess?
And i really fuckish hate home .
dont wanna talk about what happen .
SKIPPP~
suppose to meet happypill fer lunch derhs . but he couldnt ..
thn me, pris & gracia went to meet , Raymond ! [:
Omg , i swear he made my day . [:
First i went high . thn later, Pris. hahs!
I loveeeee , Raymond ; small daddy !
And i'll just have to listen to him one day . And go home on time -.- GEEHEE!
And he claims that Marcus is his 'dear' .
Was super slack at tiong .
Thn left around 7 .
I hate to be home ..
And rights , i agree to what psycho had said .
Sorry Gracia if i was of a bad influence to you ! (:
But you took it today ! hahas!
Well , i guess i wont be posting till like , dont knw when -.-
The fuckish women in th house want take my comp away -.- haiis .
EOY is coming . i hope im prepared.
And Orals are tmr ! ha . I want skip and runaway -.-
I seriously dont wish to be home .
I wish i could ton th night out . ha [:
I swear i hate , LOVE .
i wonder if it actually existed -.-
Wanna love thn love properly la .
Im really tired. And i fell like dying .
WEIQI : Thanks fer th post . I hope i could ever cheer up too yeahs . i hate everything barhs -.- Which includes my family . Thank you, Boyfriend . I love youuuu ! {;So , goodbye to my everything .
I dont even get a chance to speak up for myself . I've apologised. And i dont think there's others i could say . Yes , i feel like an idiot , just sitting there hear you all crap to me . Being like your dog , do what you all tell -.- I got my choice ok -.- Ever wonder why my peers means alot to me ? Or ever wonder i put them first ? Think before you scold la . Yes , gladyslim's feelings are DEAD . no feelings . Vent all your anger on me . remember , i dont love you all , at all .*you* : so now , how ? i cant be selfish to love you secretly , and not letting you go . i dont knw if i should continue loving you like i did . But there's others outside too . it did hurt to hear , my closest friend like you . but i'll fake a smile through it all . After i met , small daddy , perhaps it was better . but i doubt my smiles lasted long . ha.V : i really dont knw already k . I guess you'll be seeing this . But im sorry fer replying late of most of yer msges . I really dont knw , if we should be like how we did last time . We're all trying yeahs ? but i dont feel like lying to you about that i doubt that i was th number one in yer heart. sorry . first was me giving way , and now is you . ty fer everything. but i seriously wonder , how much you understanded me . i really want to love you properly . But thn , whn he appeared again , is mixed up feelings that i got now . sorry .
