Wednesday, November 01, 2006
♥ Luving you.
im feeling terrible now. ):
bestie and all left for malaysia.):
i stood there and waited for them to go as what the security said, and i waited for 5 mintues before i could go up the stairs. haiz.
i was there hoping that im in time to see you before you leave, but when i saw you, you didnt even glance at me once and you when off calling for some people there. and what you treat me as? some pet to play with. i waited for some time for you to actually glance at me and you didnt, i bet you don't knw how much i love you. i walk up tearing, thinking how stupid am i to actually love you so deeply. i feel like not seeing you the rest of my life. i teared till my eyes were red and my nose were also red but i guess you didnt care. seeing you hurts alot. i make sure that nobody knws that im tearing because of you. in yer eyes, im nothing.
whatever. chinese what alrite. i failed science i guess. miss chia say until like we all did it DAMN badly luh. when tiong with jerlene and lala. we bought food. and ate. this old uncle was taking pictures of nuqin and kaiwei. so when jerlene and me walked over, he shot one picture of us snatching food from kai and nuqin. hahah.
bestie and all left for malaysia.):
i stood there and waited for them to go as what the security said, and i waited for 5 mintues before i could go up the stairs. haiz.
i was there hoping that im in time to see you before you leave, but when i saw you, you didnt even glance at me once and you when off calling for some people there. and what you treat me as? some pet to play with. i waited for some time for you to actually glance at me and you didnt, i bet you don't knw how much i love you. i walk up tearing, thinking how stupid am i to actually love you so deeply. i feel like not seeing you the rest of my life. i teared till my eyes were red and my nose were also red but i guess you didnt care. seeing you hurts alot. i make sure that nobody knws that im tearing because of you. in yer eyes, im nothing.
whatever. chinese what alrite. i failed science i guess. miss chia say until like we all did it DAMN badly luh. when tiong with jerlene and lala. we bought food. and ate. this old uncle was taking pictures of nuqin and kaiwei. so when jerlene and me walked over, he shot one picture of us snatching food from kai and nuqin. hahah.
the memories i had.
today at macs. something was in jerlene's mouth.
jerlene and lala, i will upload our creation next time. i make nice nice then i put. okay? (:
My love for you will never change.
Even though you don't speak a word, your voice is still in my head.
Your face will appear every time I close my eyes.
I wish you knew how much i love you. <3
