Sunday, September 24, 2006
♥ Luving you.
everybody is like out.): left with me and my maid. i plan to sneak out of my house. dont tell anyone. and get lost, and i wont be home tonight.whatever. okay. sister went to bukit mereah to study. suppose to go church, but didnt. there is a funfair but i didnt attent it. i didnt wanted to see someone. yeah.im going out later. yeah. and i will only get to see my granni's maid for the last time, today. so sad. goodluck mans. see me tear. )':i just feel like telling you this, it is either you love me or leave me.if you choose to love me, then stop hurting me each time. im already trying my very best to take in everything, trying to pretend nothing had happen, but you know, its hard. i could barely hang on any further.its like im leaving yer life, its like i just stepped outside, when everything was cold and right, and i know why you just could not come along with me, this was not yer dream. dont lie to me. you are hurting me.